Caught in a trap,it refuse to let me free
The grip is getting harder and harder
The more i fight and struggle
the more intense the grip gets

My heart is in pain
it tells me to relese everything
and move on

I know something is wrong
terrible wrong inside
I never felt this empty inside before
Something is missing
But what?
My tears are falling all the time
when i am alone
Nothing feels okey anymore Nothing

Sometimes i wonder
if it had been the best to
have stayed on the other side
when i visited it....
Then i had saved me and my family this pain
i feel right now

I just wonder
Why When will my life turn
Will it ever...........